2011
Part 1...
Joy, pure joy, a new beginning, music, laughter, all's well.
Love, the beautiful artistry of being in love, unconditional, irrevocable.
She wasn't looking, it found her, made her happy, made her believe.
Friendship, so pure, so honest, she was her sister, her bestie, couldn't ask for more...
Perfection, life's perfect, possible, work, family, adventure, She believed... In perfection, She had it.
Part 2...
Lies, lies, lies, loss,... Imperfection creeps in, from behind, all around.
Instability, family, grades, love remains, ever true but imperfect.
Confusion, she's a queen, the queen of her castle but there are no subjects, they keep quitting... She's doing time, slowly, unsuspected..
Strife, grief, it feels so close but it's so far away.
Doubts about life, love, God, religion.
Denial., pretence,.. Closed.
Part 3...
It's a long part, everything happens, death, death, death, 3 in 1.
Hope, oh so distant hope,
Tears, these tears are here to stay, day and night!
Friendship changes, not so pure, not so perfect,.
Love, it's there, she can still feel it but it's more and more distant.
Death again, this time, it nearly takes her. She embraces it, death might not be so bad, it seems to always hover.
Family, amazing wonderful family, new friends, good friends.
Growth, she's become a woman, before her very eyes.
Love, a different kind, people love her...
She can see her qualities, nice, kind, musical, beautiful maybe ..
But vulnerable, she's hurting inside, everyday, she wants her love, her perfect love, but she knows it's gone.
Stability returns, somewhat, then boom!
Sickness, DEATH, again, this time, she's stronger her love is there, but it's not perfect. It never will be.
Part 4...
She's thankful, she stays picking up the pieces.
She's dreaming again, she's experiencing new things. Her love will always be her love...
Stability, new ideas, new business, it's all coming together, with cracks but the glue stayed.
JD, more important to her than she's prepared to admit...
Music, she's singing again, performing again, she's stable.
2011, what a year!
